Who was Barbara?
I started writing back in 2009. Back then I treated it as a sort of Digital diary. Incredibly personal and just aimed at the audience of friends and family. After finding my stride while in New Zealand I met a girl and we started up a website together. At first it was good and my writing style evolved to be more technical. The cracks in that website began to show as soon as we started gearing it towards profit. Suddenly writing, my passion, had become something that I was whoring out.
My writing felt dirty and I began to loathe it.
And then we broke up.
And then slowly my voice began to come back. A few words here and there. Forming sentences, evolving into paragraphs and telling storys.
My love affair with words was back.
Who is Barbara now?
Now I don’t give a fuck. I am going to write and write and write. And some of it will be shit and some of it will be lewd but it will be honest. And isn’t that what it is all about.
Who is Barbara?
Barbara is a woman lost to the vast depths of the internet. I don’t know much about her but I do know she liked dinner.